Loving You

Do you believe if I said … I only love you?
Do you believe if I said … I only want you?

All of my days … just seek someone who is really special
Who can really touch my heart?
Who can make me really smile?
Who is sad when I am sad?
Who is glad when I am glad?

Who can? No girl in this world … only you
I seek hundreds

And then … I really shocked
When I found you …

I can do that all … it is my nature
But you make me more than special …
Because I feel more than glad when I do it for you

Do I find wrong girl?
Tell me … who can love like you?
Prove me … who can compare … with girl like you?

There is only you in my heart
Since I said “exchange my heart with yours”
Even when I denied it and looked at another girl …
I felt sick … I felt die inside

This year … I am working and working
I am sorry I do that … because I don’t want people that I loved is suffering

I don’t know … I just forgot to love you then
It is there … I am just busy and focused at other things
It is still alive … I am not in there
And problems erode my life

Loving you … the most tremendous thing in my life
Do you still remember?
When we are smiling and crying …
I remember … How you care of me and how I am dying because of you

I want to experience those good times again
Give it a chance …
It is still ticked not only in my heart … but in my whole life

Loving you is my life

Targeting life

We choose a target ...
We take aim ...
We concentrate ...
We calculate the air, the range, the humidity, the gravitation ...

Then release it ...
The mechanism is simple

Hardest parts ?
what is the purpose
where is the target
how to aim correctly
how to concentrate
when is the right time
what We should used

If one of these is not good enough
then the result is not fully expected

Some different targets
At different area of life

Cia Yooo !

Someone outhere

You are remarkable

I cannot believe ... for what have You done
Too much ... so much ...

I think I found a miracle in You everyday

I know
We are bad ... and too much fighting

But You are so nice , so care and so tender inside ...

So I just want to say "ble ... ble ... ble" ... hahaha

For a friend ... someone outhere

Savior King ... A life in Seven and Eight

It is hidden
Undiscovered ...

It is singing silently
A very beautifull melody ...
When I am sleeping

came from the source of heart ...

I never realize it before
Part of my soul is ticked

It is weak ... abandon with rushing

I forget ... it is my cause and my reason ... it is what I am

Casing dream ... but losing my self

In the great war
I discover ... my weak is not my foible
My weak is source of my heart

"You saw me" [cause I run away from YOU but YOU still search me]
In the middle of the silent night
My source of heart is calling again

My soul ... my integrated part of me ... look at me
Come here ... and recieve new power

Refreshing my spirit and my body ...
Come here ... go to the high
"I'm not ashamed" [I live in invisible way before]

not just higher this time ...
but swimming "in the mystery" [YOU always make me glad in Unbelieveble way]
cause the apostle is in the gate
and the King is the front of the way

Let I live "In YOUR Freedom" [and I will reach my dreams]

Cause "The FaithFull" [and YOU always will ... no matter how far I am from YOU , YOU never forget me, I love YOU more than I can imagine]

"Here in my life" [my life ... my meaningfull life]
I am "break free" [and I am dancing in YOUR love]

I meet "Savior King" [my KING ... my savior]
I meet the "God of Ages" [You always the same ... that makes me trust YOU in everything]
the "Lord of Lords" [The only Lord]

Remember my vision in the "Hosana" [It is my destiny]

and all I want is "One thing" [YOUR first touch in my heart ... I remember it Lord]

Time of revival
Time of heart impulse ... the momentum
Time of cycle of life ... the revolution

equiped with the weapons
life with grace and love
sing "Hosana in the highest"
And walk from glory to glory


[inspired by : Hillsong Live - Savior King album]

Some phrases of love

Love is about affection, affection is about fondly and only fondly

Passion is not love and sex definitely is not a measure for love

Passion isn’t wrong … It is just a part of marriage for happiness, fun and recreation

Love someone because of who he/she really is ... not for what I want him/her to be

If love is a decision and not just a feeling … I will start to make him/her happy

To be loved is good …. To fall in love is truly good and a blessing

Love is found and you may fall in love several times … but soul mate is given … and soul mate is real love…. It is the best choices from all love

Fall in love is just the beginning … keeping the love is just the journey … share love is the end

Love is a feeling … it is the reason …. And when you life in it … must walk with mind … for you and his/her goodness

When mind is running without losing the feeling of love then the love is a mature one

Some phrases of life

Happiness is the key of success

Success is determined with problems that people solve for others

Champions do what they hate to create what they like

Fear myself because greatest enemy is me and greatest battle is in my mind

Quality of preparation determine quality of work

If I can win without a war, why should I go to the war? If I should win a war then I make sure I win it or I will not go

A loser focus to what they have been through, a winner focus to what they will be through

Do not complain for situation that is allowed

AQUADOM

Placed at the lobby of the Radisson SAS Hotel in Berlin the 25 meters high AquaDom is the largest cylindrical aquarium ever built. Filled with about 900,000 liters of seawater it contains some 2600 fish of 56 species.

Combined with a vast amount of sandblasted glass, the giant AquaDom gives a transparent- like feeling
to the lobby Guests and visitors are able to travel through the aquarium in a glass-enclosed elevator
to reach a sightseeing point and restaurant under the glass roof.
Two full-time divers are responsible for the care and feeding of the fish and maintenance of the aquarium.
Some of the interior rooms and suites look out over the atrium, offering "ocean views" of the AquaDom.

The AquaDom was opened in December 2003. It cost about 12.8 million euros.
The acrylic glass cylinder was constructed by the U.S. company Reynolds Polymer Technology.
The outside cylinder was manufactured on-site from four pieces; the inside cylinder for the elevator
was delivered in one piece The Aquadom is the largest acrylic glass cylinder in the world,
with a diameter of over 11 meters built on a 9 meters tall concrete foundation.

Cool ....

An Opportunist

What is an opportunist ?
A few days ago …. Someone called me an opportunist
No doubt... That is one of my characters
But maybe … there are so many questions unanswered

Well … I would say that I am a dream but that is not the end
That is a start … dream is a start

If you have something that you want it badly What will you do?
Sitting and keep dreaming?
Of course not … You will move, you will act, you will do, and you will go for it
So we have one point from an opportunist … a dreamer

Let’s move to the next point
When you have a dream, do you want an impossible one?
This is a tricky question ….
What is impossible?Cannot do it? Hard? Maybe?

What people can do is the limit of impossible things

And it will provide 2 choices, Extend ability or find another dream that is can be achieve for current situation

I will choose number one …. Extend ability cause I have to (if I don’t than I will be like this forever) and don’t forget … I love to either

That needs a lot of effort, so I will be more realistic

I will extend what I think I can as long as my life is running in harmony (can I? …. If I don’t learn … I cannot achieve it right? …. Learn by doing)

So I will enjoy the challenge (believe me, if you are in the same situation … You only have 3 choices … enjoy it or you will suffer or go somewhere)

And I don’t worry …. If I had achieved my limit … God will help me and HE will give me a bigger one for me to extend

This is a very important point …. I will go only God want me too (and I like to) … otherwise It will be wasting time and effort

I cannot say I always in the right way … I hope that I always in the right way …. May God help me and guide me

Another point is … when will it stop?
It is very hard to say …
maybe as long as my heart enjoys doing it
and I get a result ( result is in my mind or my feeling or in reality ) for every step that I do
The real indicator is my heart ... If I like to then It continues

Expect more then you will get more (from yourself and to yourself) until You know that You cannot extend anymore.

Now I feel I still can extend … so I will keep walking and running and jumping … flying if I have to

Last points … dream is a dream
I will not limit my dream
I will extend my dream if it need to be extend
I will change it if I must
I will stop if it is wrong
I will rest for a while if I am tired
I will fight to the end
I will focus and keep focus
I will enjoy every step


I think dream can be about love, life, work, etc.
I think a dream can be a reality only if We work on it.

So let's dream and make it happen

Words

Words have power

Words can bring life or dead

There are always two sides of it .... a talker and a listener

You cannot control your effect of words

You can only give your thought and let they decide what is meant for them

I had terrible experienced with that

Someone that I loved is so down with what I said

It is very hurt ... for me to see her crashed

Hope You are fine ... love from me

Happines is when Someone love him/her self

A simple but has a very deep meaning

Key of life ... I would call it

Don't ask me much ... I just said that I experienced by my self

When my life is so dark and sad for years

I finally found that ... I can create my own world (with God consents)

A turn point of my life .... and keep turning until I become what I say to my self

Release my best ... for who really I am

That I am a creator ... not a follower ( I like these word ... describe me since a young boy ... what is "unique" mean)

Doesn't matter ... how many I have die

Don't care ... If the worlds stop turning one more time

As long as I have the spirit within ... nothing can bring me down ( and I hope You too )